So its my first blog .. iv never blogged before .. don't know how long i can continue it .. but i guess it can stretch to the point where at least i get one reader and make him/her feel better about life.
I'm a complete loser probably. I really have no idea about my life but i guess that i can at least probably make someones day better.
I'm a student , aimless , and extremely bored with my life. I really have no idea what I'm doing.
woke up this morning with my body sick of sleeping my life out. I planned to do yoga .. loose some weight .. do SOMETHING WITH MY LIFE.
its like that feeling u have in which u need to feel some adrenaline in and around you .. I really need it bad now. so I put on some yoga clothes to get into the mode.. try some stretching , Bikram yoga , and some abdominal exercises . and I realize that I'm not going that far with it, so i leave it . and that's the problem. its the samee with all of us . we do something .. want results straight away and when we don't get them we feel like lame ass losers. that's what i feel now . no aim in life .. no activity .. probably even lack of contentment. That's just the thing I want to talk about. Not feeling great about yourself . after one whole day of wandering and thinking and contemplating , Iv realized that its not about the result . Its about doing something. Again and again and again. Until we get it right. It sounds stupid, and when Your doing it and failing at it You'll probably want to break my bones .. but you will come through .. i will and you will .. we all will and we all do.
Trying is the best feeling in the world.. so whatever it is that's letting you down tell it that you have nothing to loose . Its not the thrill of the chase .. it IS the chase .. its not the reward.. its the feeling of accomplishment that you tried and tried and tried and you gave ur 100% dedication to it.
So I'm hoping that this blog could at least make me feel something rather than a wandering soul looking for enlightenment. And help someone out there too :)
Goodnight. And remember that tomorrow is another day.
4 comments:
Nice Mehreen..! :-)
yes that is indeed very true that we want results straight away, need to have some patience..
enjoyed reading it.. good work :)
thank u both of u. really means alot :)
Hey Mehreen! Just stumbled upon your blog. Sure looks cool. Keep chanelling that positivity! :D
Saadia Humayun.
PS: guess you can access my blog via my gravatar. :P
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