It's our problem-free....... PHILOSOPHY

I have exams in 2 days ... all my friends are studying and all I'm doing is searching winter collections of random outlets on the net . I mean normally I wouldn't even bother looking at all that . I'll just buy it . 
Exams are so annoying .. I just wish I'd get normal grades and without working too hard I'd get a job with an awesome salary and a cool car that I can rub into peoples' faces :p
Isn't that what we all dream of ? Getting things without working too hard for them ? I don't think its a materialistic approach and I seriously ain't even ashamed of it . Like come on why the hell are we studying our asses of otherwise !!! We are gonna die in the end .. and life is full of shit already so why not buy a few stuff , eat in a new restaurant , go on a holiday and forget the world once in a while . I don't know why our lives turn so complicated as we grow-up . They are simple enough when we are small . The only reason I can think off is that we complicate it ourselves . We want to see our achievements in the eyes of others .. in the form of pride , or envy , or happiness . We don't want it for ourselves , instead we want random stupid people to see it. 
Tensions and anxieties are so nagging that they eat us every single day . What is anxiety ?? I just think it's a load of self-made rubbish we have so that we can feel like we have achieved something in life when finally one day is tension free . 


I think I need a break from all this excessive stress. It's doing me no good .. and it wont bring any good around the world too . Instead it will make us all a bunch of whining , complaining , dull lifeless dimwits . As if we need that on our plate too !!!!
So let go for once . Take a break. Doesn't matter if you don't have the money to go to the beach or a girlfriend/boyfriend or a happy family or good grades ..... Just sit on a super soft sofa , sip some cold water/coffee/vodka ,whatever you prefer:p , and let go of the excessive baggage . We don't need it at all .We can do better without it than with it . 
Cheerio :)

Green eyes aren't always pretty.

"No Sire! For it Is the green-eyed monster that dock moth."
A line taken from Shakespeare's tragedy Othello. Spoken for probably the strongest emotion ... Even stronger than hatred. JEALOUSY.


We all feel jealous sometime in life. We feel a certain pang of ... Just UHHHHH.... towards someone. Sometimes it's coz they succeeded more in life than you ever wanted to. Other times for lack of attention from the one you love. And sometimes just by material things like beauty , money , influence.
How hard is it to make someone feel jealous ?? Literally a matter of 10 minutes to the most. We know everyones inner complexes subconsciously. So when the time comes .. To boost our ego .. Or to just get attention and love ... We make people feel jealous. In my experience it's the most horrible emotion that could've been created in this universe. Every time I've felt jealous I've ended up ruining my day , my mood and generally killing a microscopic part in me that could've made me feel happy instead.
I've even made people jealous. Like SUPER GREEN EYED jealous. Like us all I've got satisfaction from it. I don't justify what I did or sometimes still do. But I guess it's just some void I want to full inside of me .. To feel that yes that person does care for me if they felt jealousy.
But overtime I've realized that instead of doing all that. All I can do is go over to that person and actually demand the love or attention I want. It's cheap and really lowly to droop to a level you don't belong to for nothing but even lesser love.
So next time you feel jealous or make someone jealous tell yourself.... And to the person too that how would you have felt ??
Cheerio :)

Holiday-annoying-season

Festivals are super weird ... when they are coming near I never really look forward to them .. and just 2-3 days before one I get all super excited and ant the whole year to go by like this.
I love the preparations. Its really something fresh every time . We buy clothes all year round but buying a new sweater for Christmas or getting new bangles for Eid or buying a box of chocolates for your neighbour on Diwali is really special . The clothes have a new feel to them .. the shoes fit just little more perfect than Cinderella's fit her. All the guys look a little more cooler .. the girls a little more prettier .. the mothers more graceful , the fathers more dignified and most of all the families more together than they were all year round . 
That's what should be the main essence of a festival . It brings families closer .. increases the love and all of a sudden the hatred kind of dissipates . 




Not all of us have the happiest of occasions ... ruined by parents fighting .. or meeting old long forgotten and deeply disliked family members .. facing poverty .. and the simplest of them all is exams coming up . Even the tiniest test seems such a big distress. But whatever the issues are ... I for one believe that whatever our problems are ... no matter how selfish or self centered your mom is .. or how stingy and miserly your dad is ..or how annoying your brother and how jealous you are of your sisters make up abilities are .... you still have a day to spend  with them with one less series of rolled eyes .. one less scream of anger .. one less tear of misery ...
YOU HAVE ONE MORE DAY TO HAPPINESS .
'cause I believe that one smile of contentment has the power to take away years of misery . 
Cheerio:)