I have exams in 2 days ... all my friends are studying and all I'm doing is searching winter collections of random outlets on the net . I mean normally I wouldn't even bother looking at all that . I'll just buy it .
Exams are so annoying .. I just wish I'd get normal grades and without working too hard I'd get a job with an awesome salary and a cool car that I can rub into peoples' faces :p
Isn't that what we all dream of ? Getting things without working too hard for them ? I don't think its a materialistic approach and I seriously ain't even ashamed of it . Like come on why the hell are we studying our asses of otherwise !!! We are gonna die in the end .. and life is full of shit already so why not buy a few stuff , eat in a new restaurant , go on a holiday and forget the world once in a while . I don't know why our lives turn so complicated as we grow-up . They are simple enough when we are small . The only reason I can think off is that we complicate it ourselves . We want to see our achievements in the eyes of others .. in the form of pride , or envy , or happiness . We don't want it for ourselves , instead we want random stupid people to see it.
Tensions and anxieties are so nagging that they eat us every single day . What is anxiety ?? I just think it's a load of self-made rubbish we have so that we can feel like we have achieved something in life when finally one day is tension free .
I think I need a break from all this excessive stress. It's doing me no good .. and it wont bring any good around the world too . Instead it will make us all a bunch of whining , complaining , dull lifeless dimwits . As if we need that on our plate too !!!!
So let go for once . Take a break. Doesn't matter if you don't have the money to go to the beach or a girlfriend/boyfriend or a happy family or good grades ..... Just sit on a super soft sofa , sip some cold water/coffee/vodka ,whatever you prefer:p , and let go of the excessive baggage . We don't need it at all .We can do better without it than with it .
Cheerio :)