Clear rejection ...Fake promises ?


Yayyy the holidays are finally here . I feel like a complete stranger writing after such a long time ! Things have changed .. obviously not according to my tastes. But atleast I have a longgggg list of people and things to bitch about :) 
To think of it , feel I named my blog a litttttllleeee sweet :p but  I guess dissing people around me and hating them is equivalent to a hug in my world :p sweeter even (sorry if someones feelings got hurt little cry baby!). Everyone in my year is going mad with all these internship applications .. since they wanna be the next Bill Gates or Mr. Ikea or whatever ! Funny thing is that the people who promised me that they would get me a spot through some "relative" of theirs using the whole casting couch technique , bailed out :p BIG WOW that turned out to be . funnily I expected this from them .. actually I wouldn't be surprised if anyone in my class would turn out like this . Nowadays people tend to shock you more by being nice than they would hurt you by being mean and selfish . 
its the way of the world I guess . Maybe a survival mechanism for them . But that just me giving jackasses all over this world the benefit of doubt . The reality is something completely different my dears. Its not a simple case of being selfish . OH NOOOO ... its the game of egos .. the race to who can be the bigger bitch .. like an Olympic triathlon in which you have to be selfish , be cut throat and  have a god-complex about your abilities (god-complex for those of us who don't know means to think of your abilities as second to none ..basically living under the illusion that your better than others lollllll) .
Friends (or whatever they deserve to be called after showing their true colors) are the same . You stay with them for 4 or even more years and in the end they ditch you because well they think that just because you are well off you have a 60K salary booked just for doing nothing . Funny how minds work and how people are threatened by what your social standing has to offer around here . I sometimes wonder that is it fair to the so called "rich" kids to be thought of that way ? Maybe they lack alot of things we cant see . But as they say "jithey di khoti utay aan khaloti" meaning that even if someone as stupidly impulsive as me would try to make people realize how wrong it is that "hey dude you call him your friend" .. that 'rich' kid will still settle for getting kicked my those morons he would call friends. He would still look for their opinion and rather be with them than getting himself respected and getting the loyalty he actually deserves. 
Well Not like this will make difference to anyone at all . The question is .. who is wrong ? the one doing wrong or the one being wronged !
And more importantly ... which one are we ?
Cheerio :)

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