Deciding not to decide..

All our lives we have so many people telling us what to do . Sometimes you listen and sometimes you don't . That's natural . But those times when you just want to listen to your heart and the ones you love are pushing you the other way then what to do ? The point where you decide what to do and how to do it that's what a decision really is . 

Sadly one reality we have to face is that we have to live with our decisions . But is that actually the sad part ? Facing the music , the ball is in your court , you got what you bargained for , I told you so , so on and so forth . We have a couple hundreds of these babies crawling in our minds . But the issue isn't the final say , or how much you took into consideration others feelings or did you listen to your heart or not. It all comes down to the point where everyone and I mean EVERYONE is the audience waiting for your life to turn into a freak show . That's sad and pathetic .. but that's what happens. 

Living with your decisions in life can turn out to be the hardest sometimes .. even maybe every time. But is that supposed to mean that we shouldn't have a say in anything ?We should let the elders say .. let their wisdom shine upon us dumb and poor souls who are considered "immature" and "lacking responsibility" ? 

We all do things in life that we regret , or that we wish we could've done differently to avoid hurting others. But we cant .. that doesn't mean that we should be stripped off the basic respect in life , or that we should be used as a bad example for everyone around us. 

Making a wrong decision or just a difficult decision or a decision that you cant tell the outcome of in the next 5 years doesn't always have to be frowned upon . I mean come on guys its not like you've killed or raped somebody .. its just that you listened to your heart for once . 

Its hell to wake up every morning thinking what turn your life is gonna take because of your choices... its hell to go through the day... even passing a second with those invisible eyes of the world on you waiting for you to screw it all up .. bidding their time to laugh at you and to mock you and to roll you deeper into the dirt. 

But here's the thing .. they can roll you and turn you into a pig or cow or dog but one thing they cant do is make you beg and cry and regret those decisions .. and they certainly cant break you . 

So get up ,dress up and show up , 'cause the show must go on . 

Cheerio :)