BOOM : I'm not perfect but you should be .

It's been some long long long 28 days . And might I add the most horrible ones too . The busiest ones as well .  I've had depression issues . I've had serious jealousy glitches . And above all I've had bouts of  'I need to speak my mind ' problems . 

One of those lovely sunny days in which I wanted to break someones face with the impact of my mind .. I was just about to literally throw a hand punch on one of my would've-been-victim . The reason was completely simple "double standards". I had few opinions of my own , and the victim had his own . The problem wasn't that . The problem was that he was trying to stuff his so called 'pious values' down my throat . While he himself believed otherwise . He tried to just show me how wrong and outgoing and a little too flamboyant I was ... although considering his previous record , and the current one , he was still the same old fake person he always has been . 
Its funny that he was trying to show me how my thinking was all messed up . Although if anyone else had known the topic of conversation  , they would've wanted to tears his limbs off . 
That's the thing ... we do something , want something else , and preach something totally opposite to others . And when those others don't listen to us , we get all sulky and act like a big baby who cant handle the heat .  
So I guess we can all do a favour to this world , and keep doing what we do secretly behind the worlds back ... and still not go cliff climbing on others minds and values . 
OR else dude you really wont like the next time I easily , efficiently , cleanly assassinate your "perfect" character and personal choices in life . 
Till then teach yourself to shut up ... or go to hell . Whichever is easier and quicker :p
Cheerio :)

Home is where the heart is ...

Make sure whatever you do , do it with your heart in it . 

That's what everyone always says ...most of us do it too ... the rest just don't think they have time enough to consider the wishes of their heart . That's kinda sad ... because well isn't it everyones wish to be happy and successful with their own wishes and agreement ?

Looking at my life all around I feel that the things I've done with my full spirit in it have never ever turned out wrong . I cant say that I screwed up those impulsive things I did when I thought "why not .... its what I've always wanted " . 

Some decisions , although I'm not even that old , but still .... the ones I have made never have made me feel regret  about my choices . I've had parents berate me , siblings look at me with apprehensive "ummm okayyyy" looks , and some over-efficient relatives and friends that have given me the world of  horrible advice . And well... it has all turned out into full load of crappy results . 

I have a cousin ... He's totally fun , he likes eating alot and bascially having a blast with his friends , watching cricket and stupid political shows . Everyone in our relatives don't like him . They criticize how he isn't well groomed , or just mediocre in studies , or just plain hungry all the time . How he cant even have a conversation with "intelligent" people . And basically what a disappointment he is to the human race . COME ON HE'S JUST 16 !!!!!

But I always feel he's better than most people I know . It's because he's the only one I know who listens completely 100% to his heart . When HE feels like studying he does that , he has fun when HE wants to . The simplest rule in his life is to not hurt people and do what he desires . And at the end he always succeeds at an unimaginable level .

That is brave . That is more intelligent that all of the stupid , rich , successful idiots can ever do . That is just plain Freedom . 

Exactly what most of us lack is the freedom to scream , or shout , or laugh , or cry . Because we are scared what other people will say . We hesitate because we don't want to be outcasts in our community . 

We try so hard to be different that we end up being the same as the ones before us . But those who actually are free ... well they are the ones worth copying . Because they are the only ones who never were and never will be afraid of the reality that they have actual beating hearts . Not blood-pumping motors . 

Cheerio :) 

About to Explode ...

People go through an all time low . I had no idea I was the next one in line . I feel down , depressed and cry my eyes out all the time . Well not exactly but it's just a figure of speech . 

It's just that i feel ...weird. Whatever the case and reasons are I'd like to know them . I wish I could help myself . This blog is getting way too sober and whiny . So I'll take off . I guess I'll watch Vampire Diaries . because the living didn't do much lets hope a vampire brings me back from the dead :p

Just an advice for people who are having more shitty days than I am .... Make sure you teach people how to treat you . Because after all they are a bunch of selfish , self obsessed , self centred , materialistic , judgemental , humans . It's time you become one too . It's the only way we can survive . 

Cheerio :)