Home is where the heart is ...

Make sure whatever you do , do it with your heart in it . 

That's what everyone always says ...most of us do it too ... the rest just don't think they have time enough to consider the wishes of their heart . That's kinda sad ... because well isn't it everyones wish to be happy and successful with their own wishes and agreement ?

Looking at my life all around I feel that the things I've done with my full spirit in it have never ever turned out wrong . I cant say that I screwed up those impulsive things I did when I thought "why not .... its what I've always wanted " . 

Some decisions , although I'm not even that old , but still .... the ones I have made never have made me feel regret  about my choices . I've had parents berate me , siblings look at me with apprehensive "ummm okayyyy" looks , and some over-efficient relatives and friends that have given me the world of  horrible advice . And well... it has all turned out into full load of crappy results . 

I have a cousin ... He's totally fun , he likes eating alot and bascially having a blast with his friends , watching cricket and stupid political shows . Everyone in our relatives don't like him . They criticize how he isn't well groomed , or just mediocre in studies , or just plain hungry all the time . How he cant even have a conversation with "intelligent" people . And basically what a disappointment he is to the human race . COME ON HE'S JUST 16 !!!!!

But I always feel he's better than most people I know . It's because he's the only one I know who listens completely 100% to his heart . When HE feels like studying he does that , he has fun when HE wants to . The simplest rule in his life is to not hurt people and do what he desires . And at the end he always succeeds at an unimaginable level .

That is brave . That is more intelligent that all of the stupid , rich , successful idiots can ever do . That is just plain Freedom . 

Exactly what most of us lack is the freedom to scream , or shout , or laugh , or cry . Because we are scared what other people will say . We hesitate because we don't want to be outcasts in our community . 

We try so hard to be different that we end up being the same as the ones before us . But those who actually are free ... well they are the ones worth copying . Because they are the only ones who never were and never will be afraid of the reality that they have actual beating hearts . Not blood-pumping motors . 

Cheerio :)