Ouch ... that's what it feels like .

All our time we spend with people we are the most comfortable with ... thinking that they know us .. not completely but at least the visible parts of our personality and heart . Well guess what ... THEY DON'T . No matter what you do , or don't do , they end up having this cement block with your name on it in there heads . It cant be remolded , or melted and shaped again .
They see a few qualities of yours and when those attributes aren't working in their favour , they twist them around and distort them and one day show you that you are just a manipulative little individual . 
Recently happened to me .. one of my friends who I've always thought of as a really nice and kind person ended up literally slamming into my face that I am just friends with people because I have some work of my own to take from them ... or some cheap free favour !! 
That was really the end and beginning of it all . From now on I have decided to treat people like they treat me ..... COW DUNG . I'm nice with them ... I help them out .. I make an effort for them to smile ... and what do I get ?? I get stupid silly words like ,
"you'd do this because you want your own little work to be done ." 
Or ,
"you prefer me only when you its convenient for you."
I mean SERIOUSLY dude . WTF who do people think I am  in the first place ?? Some orphan on the street they can insult and laugh on like that . I admit I was weak and kind of embarrassed after that moment . I couldn't think of anything smart to say . I still cant  ... but the difference between then and now is that I'm pumped with extra blood and and an overdose of bad temper now . So I'm on kind of a rampage now ... a killing spree I like to call it :p 

If anyone who ever reads this has a similar recollection of such adorable and exciting , bone-crunching , limb tearing memories ... please don't be shy to punch that persons face ... or even better USE YOUR TONGUE . Because they slashed you with words too in the first place . 
And don't be afraid to spill the lava ... they should know how it burns too . Not just you .
A very angry but still kind of exhilarated  
Cheerio :)

3 comments:

javeriah said...

This is really nice! and it made me want to punch someone really hard.

Mehreen said...

Give it a try ... What the worst that can happen ?

memoo said...

u r totally right at ur place..coming up with really harsh comeback is a better option so they should know how it feels..actually there's give and take game going on everywhere..therefore people just don't care about what they are doing!to be direct to the point,politeness among people has vanished..people are jus too ignorant to think like there's nuthing else beyond selfish favours,n all that!anyways! stay blessed (: